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Chemo, this phase of my treatment is almost over. So far, I have breezed through the chemo treatments and I have only two left. If everything goes as planned, I’ll be done a week from today.

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I’m racing toward the finish line.

I say I’ve breezed through, but it hasn’t been without its trials. The last few weeks my body has been telling me it’s tired, sometimes very tired. Maybe that’s because I push too hard at times. Then I must take a day or two and recuperate. Fortunately, I’m able to do that.

Since about mid-May, I’ve also been feeling it in my joints. My hips have been a problem for me for a few years. Now it’s even worse and I can’t take any of the anti-inflammatory agents that I was taking. Early in the morning, before I want to get out of bed, I’m having a deep intense pain in those hips. I should probably just get up and get on with my day, but I try to sleep until my alarm goes off.

Then there’s my knee. Sometimes when I bend it just right the pain is excruciating, at least at that moment. Fortunately, it passes quickly.

At the end of May, I was being treated for cellulitis. Antibiotics and keep it elevated. So, I’m sitting around a lot with my feet up. That’s not how I want to spend my time.

Then today I had more redness and heat in my other leg. Is it more cellulitis? No, looks like dermatitis. Prescribed a steroid cream and more sitting around with my feet up. Hopefully, that will not be needed soon.

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Silver linings abound.

My husband tells me I have developed a Socolofsky walk. He means I’m starting to walk like my grandpa. I know I told him, I’m hoping I resume my normal gait shortly.

In the last week or so the ends of my fingers and my toes are tingling. So far this only feels ā€œfunnyā€ and doesn’t cause any problems but it could. I’m hoping that it’s the chemo.

I’m so looking forward to finishing the chemo, so I can resume a ā€œnormalā€ life whatever that is.

Only Two More!

When I’m done with chemo I will be happy to close the door on that phase of my treatment and I Will Survive.

Onward! Manifesting Health

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Susan is a lifelong horsewoman, a Master Equine Gestaltist, an Equine Assisted PlayShop facilitator, a breast cancer survivor, a reluctant caregiver, a photographer, and a metal artist. She has a BA in Communications and works with doctors, caregivers, and patients through the Equine Gestalt Coaching MethodĀ®.