by Susan | Apr 26, 2022 | Awareness, Horses
The barking disrupts my sleep. Is it the neighborhood dogs or something else that has her on her toes? I’ve had Dalila for just over three years now. She’s a cross between a Border Collie and an Australian Shepard and she has a lot of energy. She is also very...
by Susan | Apr 19, 2022 | Awareness, Horses
Sometimes I lose trust in myself. I know I can do something, and my confidence dwindles until I forget. This is when I need to trust the process. It’s like my starting to ride again. I have only ridden a handful of times since I was pregnant with John. My life was...
by Susan | Apr 12, 2022 | Awareness, Communications
Some days it feels like you go from feeling like you’ve won the gold to falling into a shit pile. Our lives are filled with highs and lows there’s no doubt. As I’m finishing up some work and decluttering my house, I often come across things that remind me of Mike and...
by Susan | Apr 5, 2022 | Awareness
I’m having trouble hanging onto thoughts. It’s as if there are ideas flickering in my mind. A thought comes to me, then it leaves. Sometimes they reappear sometimes they vanish. Is this a part of my personality? I tend to go from project to project. I get overwhelmed...
by Susan | Mar 29, 2022 | Awareness, EGC, Gestalt, Horses
Tonight, I’m in a yurt listening to the snow and wind swirl around outside. The walls are trembling like a body in full tension. I’m at my last Gestalt camp and we’ve witnessed and participated in several body releases. When we hold in our anger or any emotions they...
by Susan | Mar 8, 2022 | Awareness, Horses, Lessons From the Horses
My goodness, this is a long one! It’s been one and a half hours since this EEG was scheduled to start. This is the fourth time he’s had one and still we wonder why the seizures keep coming. In the five and a half years I was a caregiver for Mike we had many unanswered...
